An almost emo breakdown today during RE lesson. Like wth?! I was singing la. Okay, whatever. We were forced la, to praise God. Of course, I love praising God, but not in a forcing manner la please. Sheeh. So had PFT. And this year's PFT is my worst one ever. Totally sucked. My silver's gone. Say bye to it. Hello to bronze, AGAIN. Attempted for a good pull of 14 but what came out in my first try? 1. Crap. Then I did so much in my second try but what came out, 3. Okay. So there was a real breakdown there. A stupid one la, just because my silver is gone. Perhaps I shall go for the next retake on Friday. However, its still in consideration for the fact that I dont wanna fail anything again. What if I get lower than my previous one? What if I suck in my I-pull again? Its too many to name. But rest assured, I'll try my best for 2.4km run. I don't want to fail that big time.
Okay. So other than that crap, there's English Oral tomorrow at 4.15pm. So late la. But I'm probably going home at most 5 cause I'm going to be the first anyway, somehow. Oh, I just can't wait. Yeah right. See how life's getting the worst of me? Everything's turning out the wrong way. Its turning upside down. Exams are coming, flu's coming soon too. I feel it really coming. Oh great, hopefully I get sick tomorrow and I wont have a need to come to school. I feel sick anyway, so what's the diff. I shall start opening the books and mug my way through now. Sam's suppose to call me again, but she's missing. Poopy her. Alrights. Bye for now. (:

An almost emo breakdown today during RE lesson. Like wth?! I was singing la. Okay, whatever. We were forced la, to praise God. Of course, I love praising God, but not in a forcing manner la please. Sheeh. So had PFT. And this year's PFT is my worst one ever. Totally sucked. My silver's gone. Say bye to it. Hello to bronze, AGAIN. Attempted for a good pull of 14 but what came out in my first try? 1. Crap. Then I did so much in my second try but what came out, 3. Okay. So there was a real breakdown there. A stupid one la, just because my silver is gone. Perhaps I shall go for the next retake on Friday. However, its still in consideration for the fact that I dont wanna fail anything again. What if I get lower than my previous one? What if I suck in my I-pull again? Its too many to name. But rest assured, I'll try my best for 2.4km run. I don't want to fail that big time.
Okay. So other than that crap, there's English Oral tomorrow at 4.15pm. So late la. But I'm probably going home at most 5 cause I'm going to be the first anyway, somehow. Oh, I just can't wait. Yeah right. See how life's getting the worst of me? Everything's turning out the wrong way. Its turning upside down. Exams are coming, flu's coming soon too. I feel it really coming. Oh great, hopefully I get sick tomorrow and I wont have a need to come to school. I feel sick anyway, so what's the diff. I shall start opening the books and mug my way through now. Sam's suppose to call me again, but she's missing. Poopy her. Alrights. Bye for now. (: